The
Many Calamities along the Journey of Cultivation
•Guru's
Talk•
(By
Living Buddha Lian-Sheng, Sheng-Yen Lu)
(Translated by Cheng Yew Chung.
Edited by TBN)
I often wonder:
I took up the study of land
surveying in my college years. After graduation, my career as
a surveying engineer spanned ten years. If I have not had my
strange encounter and entered into the religious field, I
would have maintained a stable working life in the surveying
division until I got old and died. Perhaps this would have
been my life.
Yet, upon having strange
encounters with spirit and devoting myself to the study of
Buddhism and Taoism, propagating the Buddha Dharma to the
world, major and minor calamities have rolled continuously
into my life. Like waves, they rise and fall in continuity,
never once ceasing.
I have made a vow to serve and
sacrifice, and strive to fulfil all good deeds. Yet I suffer
much humiliation and have to put up with false accusations,
learning how to tolerate them. As my enlightenment expands,
calamities rain ever more. My practice of Buddhism has brought
little comfort in removing misfortunes and receiving
blessings. Rather, it has brought much turbulence to my life,
leaving me completely worn out in my mind and body. These
calamities are not minor, as they can cost me my life. I am
baffled by their appearance.
My earnest efforts in
cultivation, doing good deeds, and maintaining harmony among
people have attracted calamities instead of blessings. How
does one explain this?
Later, when I looked into my past
karmic deeds and subsequently received guidance from the
Golden Mother of the Jade Pond, I realized that these
individuals who affected my cultivation were karmic creditors
from my past lives. In other words, [even though] I may have
the decree from heaven and be born of the Buddha gene to help
liberate sentient beings, I must still work out my karmic
debts.
I also discovered the fact that
upon entering into cultivation, the more sentient beings you
help liberate, the more interference from the Mara King comes
your way. The Mara Deva shall assign his descendents to create
obstacles and interfere with the mind of the practitioners,
arising in them the vices of attachment, stubbornness, and
afflictions. They shall influence the practitioners, causing
them to leave the right path and enter the doorway of evil,
thereby losing all sense of spirituality. They even make them
destroy the proper teachings.
The Golden Mother of the Jade
Pond enlightened me with two approaches to avoiding
calamities:
1) Cultivate the practice of
Dharma Protectors. Only through receiving protection from the
Dharma Protectors can one hope to transform calamities into
blessings. When Dharma Protectors stand guard alongside the
practitioner, the practitioner shall avoid interference from
evil spirits.
2) Keep your thoughts pure and
proper, not attaching to form, not abiding in any state,
staying neutral, remaining free from the ego, from defiled
thoughts, from wandering, and not being fixated on any
condition.
The Golden Mother of the Jade
Pond says, "If the ego is unborn, calamities from Mara
shall not arise. Contemplate on it."
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